a poem....

...for my father, from nida....

Just to know how much i love you

Every christmas will come

The memories kept locked in my heart

When you and Inang were here last 2004 christmas

And knowing there's no more christmas with you

It always make me very sad....

My life has completely changed since then

For better or for worse I can't say

But things aren't just the same anymore

All I can say to you all is cherish the good times

And come out stronger and be a better person in life

I can for sure that I am a much humbler person as a result of the experience

The day at the hospital when you werent? in your bed

Is the day that tonz of this were running through my head

When I left you in the hospital back to Toronto

How that hurts me so bad.....

That is the hardiest decision that I never foreget the rest of my life

How I wish I could stay with you for the last time

Give my TENDER LOVING CARE

As I gave to the people who are sick

Nothing I can do Amang

Because I need my job and you need money to survive

But money can't buy life

Now youre gone, no one to call Amang

Anything in the world has never been this hard

Because no farewell words were spoken

You know I'll always love you

Much more than words can say

So here I bring a good news to you

I'm going to get married

Your wish for me to settle down

Has come into reality

And I know that wherever you are

You will gonna be happy.....

 

From your daughter with love - nida -